Normal day, let me be aware of the treasure you are…
Let me not pass you by in quest of some rare and perfect Tomorrow.
One day I shall dig my nails into the earth,
or bury my face in my pillow,
or stretch myself taut, or raise my hands to the sky
and want, more than all the world, your return.
- Mary Jean Iron

Tuesday, January 4, 2011

Closer to You

Rebekah got a new I-pod for Christmas, thank to a very generous Grandma & Grandpa.  She was, of course, absolutely thrilled and very excited, and in the spirit of good-will and generosity immediately passed on her old I-pod to Mark and I.  That was wonderful and I know we will enjoy having it.  Before she left to go back to school, we synced it to my computer, which left I-tunes on my laptop with all her favorite music pre-loaded.

I find myself sitting quietly in the afternoons, when the younger of my home daycare kids are napping (or at least supposed to be), and I open I-tunes and press shuffle to randomly listen to all the music that makes her so happy.  Invariably, it makes me smile.  I conjures up real, vivid memories of her, and when I'm sitting here missing her so very much, it's nice to have that little bit of her still here.

8 comments:

Travis Erwin said...

Music help me write when i am stuck so I get your pleasure.

Mary said...

How nice of her to do that for you! You'll always have a piece of her with you!

Melisa with one S said...

Oh my gosh, this was lovely.

Stephanie said...

Very Sweet. What a wonderful way to stay close.

Wife to the Rockstar said...

Love your header and the quote below it.

Kat said...

Aww. It is just so hard. This post breaks my heart.
I'm glad you have that part of her with you to comfort you. :)

Lizzie said...

that is so sweet! i love that :) enjoy your musical moments thinking of your daughter.

Jill said...

Love it! I have an iPod, but I don't use it nearly as much as I should. I enjoy music ... I just end up streaming music through Pandora ...

BTW, how sweet that she gave you her hand me downs ... I long for that day!

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